Day 3: Family flicks

Everyone's sleeping and i'm just listening to music and watching old family videos. Haha I love my family. There are times where I just want to choke someone out in my family, but I mean who hasn't felt like that? Haha I mean c'mon, you can't honestly tell me your family is "perfect". There is no such thing as a perfect family, that's what makes each family different from one another. Flaws and all. My family is just too damn unique, gotta love it. Here are a few flicks of me and some family.

Uncle Raymond conquers his fear.

Bust a move Jireh

My dare.

-_- I see you Uncle Raymond

Baby Makayla.

Alright, well there are hella more but i don't want to put em up. Most are embarrassing ones so yeah. But enough talk about that.

Tomorrow I'm supposed to go to the water park in antioch with Natalie, Makayla, supposedly Carl & Deillen. We'll see though. It'll

be fun though because I haven't been there since Grace's 19th birthday. Hella long time ago. Oh i got contacts on Monday, and saw

my car over the weekend. I'll post up some pictures when i get the chance. I love it. It's a 2002 volvo s60. It's like a aqua green?

And it's like $50 to fill up the tank.. THANKS pops. Haha Damn, I forgot to grab Makayla's booster seat out of Maurice's car. Well

I'll write more some other time. Peace to your momma the beast.

Day 2: Grace's birthday/ Tattoo day

Today is Grace's 22nd birthday! Happy birthday to you Greese. I love you forever! She really deserves everything life can give, and more. She's been through a lot and I admire her for pushin through it. Not only is today her birthday, but i got my tattoo. It's my last name in alibata. It's basically two symbols, but those two symbols mean hella to me. The pain was.. different? Haha but as I sat there, the pain was basically a metaphor to what my family has been through and the name and ancient writing represents where i came from. And that family is always first, no matter how bad you have it. It just sucks because I wont be able to share it with my dad or anyone on that side of my family because I'll get yelled at or they'll judge me and tell me im going "against God". They'll eventually find out... Hopefully on my wedding day. Haha hella bad huh? I just don't want hella people to know, ya know? I didn't get it for show. So I'm going to keep it on the down low. Lately, I've been feeling... by myself? As emotional, and stupid as it sounds, I actually like it. It's teaching me to depend more on myself than anyone else. I guess it's like a good thing I don't see them as much. So when we actually hang out again, it'll be like a little reunion. I guess? Ha. I'm just going to start naming my blog posts by day number. I'm at my sister's house by myself.. She went to the club with her friends. Maurice and Makayla went to San Jose to see his family and to say bye to his cousin from Canada. So I got the pad to myself. I feel hella different. I dont know why? It's for the better though. I believe so. Well, I'm going to watch some tv and debate whether or not I should order pizza.. Haha. Peace easy lemon squeezy.

Day 1: First Entry

Well, it's almost 2 in the morning and i decided to make my own blog. Hollerrrr. I've been putting it off for a while, and i was up soo i told myself, "oh what the heck". Everyone's sleeping, and im hungry. Haha great. Today Maurice&Grace's friend Justin helped me map out my classes for the next 2-3 semesters. It's actually hella logical. Im really happy he helped me with it. Now i don't have to worry about what classes to take next semester like i did for this fall semester. I'm planning on getting a job after a month or so after I get used to college. This'll help show my Dad I'm even more independent to pay off my student fees. Cause I know how hard it must be for him to just dish out money whenever I need something for school. Well, I'll write some other time. I'm trying to sleep early so I can get used to it before school starts. Goodnight.